u can maybe find like a tutor or something? i dunno. Iv seen online tutors for school classes b4. But does ur school offer classes? Or maybe u can sign up somewere for classes? i have no idea man, or ur best bet, is to get a good book, and read from page a to z. dont skip ANYTHING. U might wana go to tghe code directly, and type it, get something, and have no idea what u just did. If u wana lewanr Java, u gota be serious about it