That's one heck of a story.
What didn't you like about AM's ? that they lacked musicality ?
__________________
Anyone in Europe looking to join a new clan, take a look at Gamers Covenant:
www.gamerscovenant.com Recruiting, too 
We have a teamspeak server and should be launching european based css/tf2/bfbc2 servers soon. We play MW2 aswell.
